Nikki Tamboli is going through the toughest phase of her. The Bigg Boss 13 contestant lost her brother to COVID a few days ago. Nikki is currently shooting for Khatron Ke Khiladi 11 in Cape Town, but the thoughts of her brother are leaving her restless. A few hours ago, Nikki Tamboli penned a heart-wrenching note, revealing the deepest feelings after the demise of her brother.
The actress shared how her life has changed for the worse after Jatin Tamboli (her brother) left for his heavenly adobe. Nikki Tamboli in her long note has explained what she is going through. She also revealed that she is feeling depressed that none of her loved ones can understand her situation. Nikki Tamboli shared that she misses her brother dearly and sobs herself to sleep every night as he is not beside her.
“I miss my brother so much and I am sobbing myself to sleep almost every night. I don’t feel strong at all now. I feel like everything is too hard and I just feel each day is difficult to live,” and emotional Nikki wrote. She added, “I feel such a dark, deep pit of sadness has overcome my life, and I am totally drowning into it. I feel like a piece of earth has disappeared and a part of me died with my brother.” Nikki also shared that she is unable to take the intense sadness in her life.
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Lastly, expressing how she feels depressed, Nikki writes, “He left us without having a conversation. Depression is unseen and unheard. It is the pain that is too much to cope with and never understood. It is something you can’t escape, no matter how hard you try, it always swallows you again.”